| Let's see. It's 9 in the morning, I've been up since 8, I don't know how I got on this sleep schedule.
Class = I'm not a fan. Assignments are purposely hard to challenge our level, and I'm not exactly about analytical thinking during the month of july. If anyone would like to explain The Secret Epiphanies of Robert Frost to me, be my guest. I'm more or less a little lost, and I have 2 dissecting paragraphs due tomorrow, one on the actual essay, and one on New Crit. and its effects on the essay. I think its postmodern, but as long as I make my arguement sound good I think he'll give me at least part credit.
Apartment = was described as colorful yesterday. I've hung up some more painting, my looks like it was half assed but seemed like a good idea tribute to the Vagina monologues. I'm redoing it, although I love the shading. I need to buy spray paint to finish nessie's present.
Weekend = So, I spent money on my bathroom. I'm poor again. Got a call from the old job asking for me to come back again and be a manager (I'd probably be head of the cashiers with my luck), since 2 of the managers left. The kid I was in love with left, totally not worth it. I bought grey sheets since ALL of my bathroom stuff is purple and I was afraid of purple overload. I dyed my hair, all my natural highlights are gone, oh well, I like it....its ummm "rock star".
Last Night = Someone got to try out the new sheets that wasn't me. Not for long though. I watched anchorman (who knew I had HBO?), and we ate mcdonalds. Ok, never shall I have mcdonalds again unless I desparatly have too. 1. its not healthy at 9 at night. 2. it upsets my stomach at 8 in the morning. We watched Celebrity Fit club after anchorman, then I got back to work on my english, but whatever. Is is bad that I know I'm using these kids? There's no attachment what so ever. Maybe it's because it's becoming harder and harder to find myself attracted to people. Probably, because ever time I look in the mirror I find it easier and easier to enjoy myself. I never used to be so conniving. I still have my moments of confidence issues, but I've realized I do have some power in certain situations. Peace. |
